well I never thought i would end up posting again this will probably be my last post .. so much has happened .. well corey never happened and the coheed and cambria concert was AMAZING and i also went to see HIM yes that was soooooooooo fucking good wow i swear i could be in love .. with music of course what the hell else could love me back as much as i love it ? true that so i graduated school and i turned 18 and i also have a new job which i love and a new boy friend .... so being 18 really isn't all that different .. i get to buy lotto with is probaly all i will end up buying because i don't smoke and mostly can't stand smokers !so graduation was farely boring ... and my parents wouldn't let me leave the house because they thought i would go get drunk or something! haha they just know me oh so well wouldn't you say ? so warp tour is next week and i have no clue if i am going ... but it would be fun .. i still have yet to find the reason for my life because we all know the reason for life .. duh making babies ...

life .. can do the weridest things just when you think there is no where to go ... a door opens up and of course you could possibly be to scared to open it .... but you should always go for it ..  so someday i hope to win the lotto . what a dream right ? ha whatever people are so funny really i would love to work for my money if i got paid alot ! so yeah my boyfriend ? umm .. hard to explain .. because we are "dating" but i am not sure if we are boyfriend/girlfriend .. but it doesn't matter he's great and he is sooo sweet and cute and he makes me sooo happy .. yeah i really don't think i should say to much .. because i could jinks it or something but hopefully this time things will work out for the best and when i say the best i mean my best .. so yes.. um .. gosh i really don't have to much to say .. so yeah if you guys want to talk to me you have my number and i can't believe our lives our starting with out us knowing i mean come on in the past two months this is all the stuff thats happened to me i know its happened but i don't realize whats happening ...

listen well will you marry me ? .... no one runs faster than you can .. no one runs faster than you can ... i hope you die right now when you drink my chemical ... i'm gonna ride this plane out of your life again i wish that i could stay but you argue  for more than this i wish you could have seen my face from the back seat staring out the window i'll do anything for you .. kill anyone for you so leave your self intact because i will be coming back in the phrase to cut this lips .. i love you .. the morning will come ... and the press of every kiss .. with your head apon my chest... well i will annoy you .. with every waking breath untill you decide to wake up .. i've learned  though  hope and faith and the curves around your face that i am the one you will hold for ever .. if morning never comes for either one of us than this i pray for you forever .. i'll do anything for you .. this story is for you cause i'll do anything for you, kill anyone for you .. so leave yourself intact because i won't  be coming back .. in the phrase to cut these lips i loved you .. the morning will come ...  and the press of every kiss and your head apon my cheast well i will annoy you with every waking breath untill you decide to wake up .. the morning will come ...  and the press of every kiss and your head apon my chest well i will annoy you with every waking breath untill you decide to wake up ..

<3 shannon

Hey guys whats up ? Not a whole freakin' lot here ! well prom sucked ! i have pictures ! i'll post something later promise .. i had way more fun before and after well nathan and i lasted 6 weeks and thats it and of course it ended because i wouldn't give him what he wanted which we all knew that was going to happen... and of course old crushes die hard ... not sure thats what he wants to hear but hey maybe this weekend .. you, me , what ever ... i have to take some big test thing tomorrow and i really don't feel like it ! so i'm the immature one huh ? well i guess we will all see sooner or later what really happened and what a complete ass you were and how you did what you did for so fucking long .. so i'm ready to have a good weekend what about everybody else ? yeah i still hate kroger sue has gotten better and i think its better now that nathans gone .. good/bad thing coreys coming back .. yeah ! i get to see him all the time but .. yeah its bad for only reasons i know ... and well i guess he knows as well as i do .. like i said this weekend ? yes please .. so school sucks 2 months left and coheed and cambria plays in like 23 days wooo ! i think i have to go buy a new concert shirt because i am cool like that ! hey i have an extra concert ticket if anyone wants to go with me .. who knew i would be so lucky to end up buying two ? yes so anyways i kinda have to go and do that thing they call sleep and dream about the beauty of everything that is fake ! woo

i love you ! you were my favorite .....

please remember :man your own ... jack them all ... man your battle stations .. we'll have you home pretty soon ...

shannon

Hey guys whats up ?

                           Not a whole lot here its been a while since I have posted because I have been a little busy .. so heres the scoop ... Prom is the day after tomorrow and coreys last day at kroger was like wed. and nathan does not work at my kroger anymore and I wish I didn't work there either lol sorry i love you lauryn but not sus .. lol and yeah thats really it ... graduation is in like 2 a half months and coheed and cambria is in like 37 days and and I turn 18 in like 3 months and its a count down .. lol so yes .. Well this weekend should be very good I will post a prom picture up here I promise ! lol I look sooo cute in my dress I love it, I get to get my nails done and get all dolled up to look cute for no one and everyone .. But its my senior prom and I guess I should go right ? Every girl should have that experenice .. oh well it will all be done with soon and then graduation oh yeah ! So I really have nothing else to say I have some tough finals next week so yeah that should be fun ! I better have a good weekend to start this hard week off enough said peace guys !

lots of love

shannon

ps i freakin' hate miss tripp !

Hey everybody ! whats up ? Not a whole lot here .. my mom is driving me crazy and i have to go back to the dentist on wed and no school monday how exciting .. i have to work though so yeah, i am so freakin bored right now i have to go to work in a little bit and i just got back from target so there really isn't anything to do but sit here and look at stuff .. i'm excited .. coheed and cambria is coming in april and me and a bunch of buddys are gonna go see them .. i'm not the biggest fan in the world but from what i have heard they are good .. so yep .. this weekend sucked .. i was gonna go out tonight with my friend aleia but i have to work and i didn't go out at all this weekend because i am so fucking sick at first it wasn't that bad then last night at work it got back and i got the worst headache ever  .... now i can't breath out of my nose and yeah its gross .. oh well life will go on .. i hate work i really do want to just give up but i kind of can't you know .. oh well i guess i am gonna go i really don't have much to say .. i was just saying hey .. so hey ! everyone please have a better weekend than me !

lots of love

shannon

(rip luke !)

Currently Listening Make Believe By Weezer see related

Hey guys! Well ook i guess i'm not all anti-valentines day anymore for a couple of reasons ... first off its already over and secound off i got all my close friends stuff and they got me stuff and the cutest thing happened .. a boy got me something but i'm not sure what it means .. i'm not gonna jump into anything because i don't want to get hurt it could go 3 different ways

*boyfriend

*sex

*OR ... nothing ..

yeah .. i'm not sure whats going to happen ! i want some ice cream .. i had the cutest date over the weekend .. it was AMAZING !  i am sooo .. head over heels .. i really don't believe in love but i believe in "giving" love or "having" but really people use that word way to much i really like being with someone who is older it really makes me feel wanted and "loved" and mature ! lol yeah me mature but i don't have school tomorrow or work and hey neither does he this will be way awesome ! sometimes when you think nothing will go right it turns around (or ... blows up in your face... ) lol but thank god for me it didn't blow up yet .. ok i guess i am gonna go ! lots of love

shannon ( i am so happy to be happy ! )